Provisions of Grace represents my Christian life-journey of Deconstruction, Healing, Helping, and Growing.

Having a compassionate history that brought me back to South Africa from having been raised in the States, I have learned to overcome persecution, opposition, divorce, separation, and injustice.

I share my life-journey, holding onto the promise that the Lord has Prepared me for ANYTHING that comes my way: this is the Lord's Provisions of Grace to see me through this life.

And Their Provisions for each human being:

Grace for what the world throws at us.
Grace through what this world does.
Grace to overcome this existence.
Grace for the offender and the offended.
Grace to forgive yourself.
Grace for your healing.
Grace for your change.
Grace to deconstruct.
Grace to question everything.
Grace to fail often.
Grace to get through the fear.
Grace in not yet knowing.
Grace for taking that risk.
Grace for the child you were.
Grace for the adult you are.
Grace while you reparent yourself.
Grace removing all that is not you.
Grace for who you are made as.
Grace to be you (as you are).
Grace to just be.
Grace in the choices you make.
Grace in the choices other's make for/over you.
Grace to overcome in each and every choice.
Grace in the pains you feel.
Grace in the doubts eating at you.
Grace to persevere in all ways going forwards.
Grace for the life you wish was different.
Grace for the want for better.
Grace for a hope that...

Follow more of all that I share through my Instagram for both Provisions of Grace and my cBadenhorst Missions.

I am also available for conferences, speaking engagements, one-on-one support, or just to meet to talk in the area or via a MS Teams video meet.

MISSIONS | MINISTRY | OUTREACH

JOURNEY OF HEALING

cBadenhorst Missions

I share my own experiences of life on this earth, knowing as we each share, we each can heal--no matter how!

This includes: my childhood Complex-PTSD as I am learning to reparent myself and remove all that has affected me; a crippling divorce and separation; being set free with my late-diagnosed ADHD and ASD; and understanding and embracing my gender-fluid Non-Binary.

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BIBLE STUDY SERIES & DECONSTRUCTION

Understanding the Lord

My Religious Christian Deconstruction is shared through my PoG YouTube channel and Blog. A downloadable 52-Lesson Bible Study set the foundation of how I can come to the Lord (Trusting the Father) without fear or worry--which you can also go through in this guided study for yourself or group.

From these lessons, I continue to explore, question, and break away religion and misunderstandings / misinterpretations of the Lord and of the Bible. These can be seen through my PoG Instagram.

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SOUTH AFRICA (2016 - 2026)

Journey Across the Globe

In 2016, my journey with the Lord led me back (from the States) to my birthplace of Cape Town, South Africa.

This first led to Outreach & Ministry in poverty-striken areas and townships, to helping at DayCare facilities (Creches), guest-pastoring at churches, and eventually to the co-Founding of a Low-Fee Holistic Christian School--a Calling that ha now Concluded for me in South Africa.

An Outreach & Ministry that will now carry-forth in the United States!

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