Deconstruction. Healing. Helping. Growing.

Provisions of Grace is an outreach and ministry birthed from a real, lived life-journey. Having navigated persecution, discrimination, divorce, separation, and systemic injustice across South Africa and the United States, I know firsthand what it means to rebuild on a foundation of grace.

The Lord’s Provisions of Grace are prepared for anything this life throws at us—and They are available to every single human being.

What We Focus On

In a world—and often a religious culture—that builds walls and inflicts harm, Provisions of Grace exists to tear down barriers and offer sanctuary. Our ministry is actively focused on:  

• Healing from Religious Harm & Abuse: Providing a safe, non-judgmental haven for individuals, children, and families recovering from spiritual manipulation, toxic theology, and church hurt.
• Biblical Deconstruction & Faith Renewal: Giving you full permission to question Church and traditional Christian beliefs, untangle scriptural misunderstandings and misinterpretations, and rediscover a faith rooted in genuine love.
• Radical Inclusion & Equality: Actively demonstrating equality and unconditional safety for all people—including non-binary, queer, gender-fluid, and gender-questioning individuals, families, and gatherings.
• Destigmatizing Neurodiversity: Breaking free from religious and societal stigmas surrounding neurodivergence, embracing neurodivergent minds, and fostering authentic, accommodating community.
• Wholeness for Families, Adults & Children: Walking alongside children and adults through life transitions, identity discovery, reparenting, and emotional restoration.  

Our Heart & Sanctuary

Both cBadenhorst.Missions and Provisions of Grace Outreach & Ministry reflect my own journey of discovering my neurodiversity and non-binary identity—a journey made possible through the safety of true community.  

My deepest desire is to extend that same sanctuary to you: intentional inclusivity, peace, and safety for all non-binary, queer, neurodivergent, gender-fluid, and gender-questioning individuals and families.  

Our Foundation

"The Spirit of the Lord is upon me, because he has anointed me to preach the gospel to the poor [physically and spiritually helpless, destitute, lacking, powerless]; he has sent me to heal [cure, make whole, free from error] the broken-hearted [a heart crushed, trodden, torn, shattered of any strength], to preach deliverance [pardoned, released from bondage and imprisonment, forgiven] to the captives, and recovering of sight to the blind, to set at liberty them that are bruised... to preach the acceptable year of the Lord."— Luke 4:18-19

The call on my heart is strong: to demonstrate the Lord in all Their love, splendour, and glory; to break the oppressive chains of religion; and to bring healing to all in need—children, adults, families, communities, and myself.  

A Litany of Grace

• Grace for what the world throws at us.
• Grace to deconstruct and grace to question everything.
• Grace for Unity in Difference, and grace for Equality.
• Grace for the child you were, and grace for the adult you are.
• Grace while you re-parent yourself, and grace to discover your true Identity.
• Grace in your Gender affirmations, and grace within discrimination.
• Grace to be you—exactly as you are made as (so as to Just Be).  

Connect & Walk With Us

Whether you are seeking personal conversation, spiritual support, or an engaging speaker for your community, I am here.  

• One-on-One Support & Conversations: Available locally in the area or virtually via MS Teams video call.
• Events & Gatherings: Speaking engagements, conferences, and community workshops.
• Follow the Journey: Connect with us on Instagram at Provisions of Grace and cBadenhorst Missions.