Provisions of Grace represents my Christian life-journey of Deconstruction, Healing, Helping, and Growing.

In this journey that included living in South Africa these last 10 years, and my life in the States, I have learned to overcome persecution, opposition, divorce, separation, discrimination, and injustice.

I share my life-journey, holding onto the promise that the Lord has Prepared me for ANYTHING that comes my way: this is the Lord's Provisions of Grace to see me through this life.

And Their Provisions for each human being:

• Grace for what the world throws at us.
• Grace through what this world does.
• Grace to overcome this existence.
• Grace for the offender and the offended.
• Grace to forgive yourself.
• Grace for your healing.
• Grace for your change.
• Grace to deconstruct.
• Grace to question everything.
• Grace for Unity in Difference.
• Grace to fail often.
• Grace to get through the fear.
• Grace in not yet knowing.
• Grace for taking that risk.
• Grace for the child you were.
• Grace for the adult you are.
• Grace while you reparent yourself.
• Grace removing all that is not you.
• Grace to find and discover / uncover your Identity.
• Grace for who you are made as.
• Grace in your Gender affirmations.
• Grace within discrimination.
• Grace to be you (as you are).
• Grace to just be.
• Grace in the choices you make.
• Grace in the choices other's make for/over you.
• Grace to overcome in each and every choice.
• Grace in the pains you feel.
• Grace in the doubts eating at you.
• Grace to persevere in all ways going forwards.
• Grace for the life you wish was different.
• Grace for the want for better.
• Grace for Equality.
• Grace for a hope that...

The Lord's Call on the life of Chris Badenhorst is strong in their heart to demonstrate the Lord in all Their Love, Splendour,  and Glory; to break the chains of Religion; and to bring healing to all in need (children, adults, families, communities, and myself)--one that is a following of the ministry of Jesus:

The Spirit of the Lord is upon me, because he has anointed me to preach the gospel to the poor [physical and spiritually helpless, destitute, lacking, powerless]; he has sent me to heal [cure, make whole, free from error] the broken-hearted [a heart crushed, trodden, torn, shattered of any strength], to preach deliverance [pardoned, released from bondage and imprisonment, forgiven (as never been committed)] to the captives, and recovering (restoration) of sight to the blind (physically or mentally), to set at liberty [pardoned, released from bondage and imprisonment, forgiven (as never been committed)] them that are bruised [forcibly crushed, broken, shattered]; to preach the acceptable year of the Lord.

 - Luke 4:18-19

Follow more of all that I share through my Instagram for both Provisions of Grace and my cBadenhorst Missions.

Both cBadenhorst.Missions and Provisions of Grace Outreach & Ministry reflect my own journey of discovering my neurodiversity and non-binary identity—a journey made possible through the safety of true community. My desire is to provide that same sanctuary for others: intentional inclusivity and safety for non-binary, queer, neurodivergent, gender-fluid, and gender-questioning individuals, communities, and gatherings.

I am also available for conferences, speaking engagements, one-on-one support, or just to meet to talk in the area or via a MS Teams video meet.